最后的充电

郁闷还是烦躁，愉快还是兴奋，好想安静度日，但假日的时间却瞬眼即逝。就连猫地派那儿也要结束营业，剩下的时间也差不多了。干脆就来大扫除，把部落格还有脑海中不要的感情垃圾全都打包丢弃。回顾写过的日记和处理上载的照片，我不时有太多的感触。不过，我决意不再有什么依依不舍还是留恋，因为日子过着，人依然活着，有舍才有得。失去的朋友，我把他们当成是过客；失去的感觉，我不再尝试找回；失去的机会，我不会觉得可惜；失去的日子，就让它过去。

最后的开课了，心情也该收拾起来。以忙交换一种开拓，还是一种沉稳的结果...

New Shiori Ningyo put into collection again

Can you imagine people paying you a compliment on the things you made? Wow,  I feel delighted and somehow touching when knowing got people appreciate and support my handmade Japanese bookmarks in the Young Designers' Art Market. OK, there is, after selling 12 bookmarks in the art carnival, it’s quite motivating and encouraging (that are almost optimistic) for me to create more Shiori Ningyo ◕ ‿ ◕

21.07.2012 Greeny Birthday

2012年7月21日星期六放晴

- Sat, 21^st Jul 2012.

Location: Goku Raku Ramen @ Gurney Paragon Mall  

Dear Diary,

原本自己只是单纯想实行的‘贪小便宜’计划而课后约朋友一同前去享用以收集的stamps换来的午餐，在不知情的情况下加入了插曲，几乎班上的朋友们都到齐了。那时还真有点让自己有点难为情，不晓得大家会为了我而特意准备了什么，当时的心情是有点不知所措似的（不想大家过于麻烦啊。）

起初在班上够眼尖的自己早就发现一个两个朋友们都以绿色的装扮出席：绿色的衣服，绿色的指甲油等，还有那让我觉得怀疑的神秘感难免不叫自己猜想她们的用意，因为每当这一天的来临，我本身肯定会穿上绿色的衣服来讨好自己，巧合到这样吗（偷笑）？原本在班上缺席的朋友也在餐厅那儿出现了。这一直到最后的庆祝，当中还真是有一段回味的点滴。

那就装着若无其事好了，以平常心享受这一连串的惊喜吧。首先点了我最喜欢Goku Raku的拉面，丰富的配料和美味的汤底可让自己吃得饱饱。享受着的当儿，有些朋友们陆续登场还真让我无法预料（还有谁还没有来呢？）。。。

当大家都几乎都吃完主餐，我的猜疑也真好是时候结束，朋友们设计的好戏在后头也该是上演了。不知从哪儿冒出我最喜爱的抹茶味蛋糕。唱了歌，许了愿，切了蛋糕，大家一同分享这份喜悦。这是到目前为止我吃过最浓郁抹茶味的蛋糕了（开心）。

我喜欢绿色的事物，喜欢抹茶的食物...总之几乎所有绿色的东西我都喜欢。因此从我的喜好，我早就在朋友眼中的定位尽可能是绿色。Wayne等于...十分感谢朋友们费心思的准备，‘青青’的装扮，‘青青’的礼物和‘青青’的蛋糕，只能在这里再说声轻轻的谢谢。

这让我再一次有着难忘的生日。大家的心意我都收到了。我的愿望希望会实现，只要我没忘记那刻的心情。。。

From Wayne y.m.h. 

Souvenir from Taiwan

What's my preference - small gift for easy to keep or useful for me? I've got both! Friends have some of the nice souvenirs from Taiwan for me.  Just look at the pressed flower bookmark and the doll keychain, I see that the gifts are not only functional but collectible too. Thanks!  

     

Tracy Lullaby by Tracy Huang

With the Popular member card, I just bought it with RM 39.90. I love listening to the classic songs during night.  It’s a collection album of 12-track beautiful, warm and sweet melodies. 

   

What makes this CD a very precious collectible is that the cover design and the illustration are taken from Jimmy’s 《世界别为我担心》. On top of that, this CD also includes many of my favourite songs such as ‘Rainbow Connection’; ‘Dream a Little Dream of Me’; ‘Everything I know’; ‘JasmineFlower’; 'Imagine'; etc which will let you relieve your stress and recapture of the sweet memory when you still were a kid. Everything is so nice and is about lullaby for your heart and soul, so just close your eyes and enjoy the melodies :)    

Portfolio Presentation: Self-promote Print & Web

Self-promote pieces/ Final Project/ Portfolio Showcase

I’ve created my self-promote print and web inspired by the directional signboards and pictograms as the final project of this subject – Portfolio Presentation. Putting effort in designing this print to show my strategic planning process and selected portfolios display on my website. The new identity represents a new direction for me to stand up and get notice, hope it can works effectively to promote myself.

The readable logo is based on an appropriately selected typeface – Good Times, as it offers a kind of contemporary and confidently bold characteristic as to reflect of my works’ characteristic. 

Besides that, to enhance my concept of “directions” effectively, I add in the elements of directional signboards with different inforgraphic in black and white to present one-of-a-kind identity. I design it with a brief in hand and the objective is to promote myself as a passionate and practical designer who always indulges my works by organizing and systematic planning to offer the best art direction to clients.     

This is by far my favourite branding project. I develop the self-promote project in an attempt to better understand of my own works and characteristic.  I like the simple and innovative design. I’m also happy with how the idea came out of ‘offering directions’ and element of directional signboards with mind-mapping of workflow to show the process of how I complete my inspirational portfolios.

An A2 workflow of mind-map poster that can be folded down into A5 is designed together with the promotional booklet to present my portfolios. It considered as effective as it is portable and easily to be kept. And it just shows off my creative ability. 

The selected portfolios ranging from advertising to storyboard appear in the booklet. The booklet features short caption and information about the inspirational projects.

Behind all of these artworks is a struggle of hard work and perseverance. Of course I thoroughly enjoy the process and I’m glad to complete this project with the help from a close friend.

Please access to my FB fan page https://www.facebook.com/waynedesign9  or my website  http://wayne.belushley.com/index.html  for more details of my portfolio showcase and my profile.  

好久没有写生活的点滴了。

唉，什么无法容忍的态度
又或者自我颓废的念头，

什么不可丢弃的照片还是看不过去的回忆，

我都得告诉自己或许是时候了。

身边周围发生了很多事情，虽然与自己扯不上极大的关系，选择以事不关己的角度去看这些事情的发生，偶然就会感受到现实的冷漠与残酷，还有对于不幸者的可笑和矛盾。虽然心里有很多说不出心声，可是却不可能开门见山以言语交待一切自己的不满与苦恼，最真实的言语可能会是抹杀自己身份和名誉的利刃。当知觉告诉自己当大部分人都认同的事见，即使自己有多独特的见解还是认为是无误的观点，多不愿意也都必须把自己伪装成一只哑巴的变色龙。

(依然还是名不正则言不顺，没有高人一等的身份，怎样的观点还是理论都没有说服力。没有权利就只能屈服于他人的操控。有时候，除了自己给与自己最大的支持外，其他什么都不可靠了。因为大部分人说的话才算数，那少部分人就得认命与接受，那是司空见惯的例子。)

说得清楚一些，从以前到现在，谎言与面具还是最理想不过的护身符。面对不愉快的事情，解决的方法往往都很可能是自欺欺人，改变心态去面对无法改变的结局。有时候，看人脸色是必然的，结果最真实的人格变质了，口是心非还是嘻皮笑脸的表情去让自己和他人都好过一些，渐渐连自己也觉得没有关系了，那又何必在意那么多呢。事不关己，己不关心就好。安于本分就好。

多米诺效应也发生在人与人的感情中，我的性格和态度随着面对不同的人改变着，也因为谁而让自己改变。昔日什么珍惜还是口头上的答应都只不过是当时在寻找话题中无中生有的联系而已，日子久了，价值也消失了。当日子走着，人在走着，渐渐的，自己也觉得最重要的还是自己需要保持清醒的状态去过自己的生活。看得清楚一些，自己也对某些事情可以掌握多一些。偶尔累了撑不住了，也会忍不住放肆一下。唉，什么无法容忍态度又或者自我颓废的念头，什么不可丢弃的照片还是看不过去的回忆，我都得告诉自己或许是时候了。无趣了，我就必须舍弃一些或许在某定义上已不再属于自己的，那会是物件或是承诺。与其不快乐还是跟耿耿于怀，倒不如说放就放，然后把自己看得重一些，那自己就会觉得有轻松些。

- 六月里的第一张章